Friday, April 17, 2009

Tuesday Night Experience

On a normal Tuesday evening, I come home from work, change clothes, and Leonard and I hop in the car to go to the Young Adults Life Team at my friend Judith's house in Garland. I don't get home until 6:15, so we stop at Taco Bueno before jumping on the highway since it starts at 7:00p.m. I was really excited when this life team first started. I was glad to get to spend more time getting to know the people close to my age on a more personal level. Now this group is my closest group of friends. I love hanging out with them, but as for the Bible study itself I'm not satisfied. Every week we have a more in depth discussion about the topic from Sunday's sermon. Well, the weeks that I hear the sermon, it's not so bad. However, Leonard and I both work in Kidventure every other week and don't hear the sermon. Another problem is that we often get distracted and chase rabbit tails. I feel that most of the time, I am the one who talks or leads our discussion off topic. I feel as though I am the distraction. I don't think I am the only one, but I know a lot of times it is me. I think I have just grown comfortable with our group and sometimes I just want to sit and talk. I have trouble focusing. I love my friends, but I am just not getting much out of going to the Bible Study. It just seems like a waste to rush home from work, eat dinner in the car, and drive all the way from Irving to Garland when I am not growing or being challenged. Well, like I mentioned in my post "My Spiritual Journey", God is really stiring up some things in me right now and I need to be in a place where I can focus on God, and where I get hear good teaching of God's word, and where I can grow! I'm hungry for more! One of the big decisions that I am in prayer over right now is about going back to school. I have seriously been looking into going to Christ for Nations. So this past Tuesday Leonard and I went to their service that is open to the public. It's called Tuesday Night Experience. It was amazing! The worship was Spirit-filled and very high energy, the prayer time was incredible, and the sermon was great too! Of all of the times I have heard the story David and Goliath (having grown up going to Sunday school every week that's a lot of times!) I have never been so moved by the story like I was on Tuesday. I left there feeling empowered! Leonard and I are still thinking about where to go on Tuesdays. I think we are leaning toward alternating between the life team and the Tuesday Night Experience at CFNI. We are still praying about it! We will see how things turn out.

1 comment:

  1. Kristin,

    I understand how you feel and I'm going through a lot of the same experiences right now. I'm thinking about going to school to possibly pursue a degree in Sociology. It is hard going to school while working full-time, but Dallas Telecollege has online courses I could take and I faxed them my application yesterday. I know what you mean about the bible study. I think it definitely needs to be focused on God and not us and the person leading the study needs to be well prepared and study ahead of time. Sometimes, it seems like all of us have moments where we go way off topic and I don't like that. I can be real bad about doing that. I love socializing, but there is a time and a place for all things. I don't go to LivingWay, so I don't know what the sermon was about, so when I come on Tuesday, I expect the leader to be well prepared. I think God is preparing you for a new chapter in your life and I'm excited for you and Leonard. I'm blessed by our friendship. I'm going to be praying for you and Leonard and look forward to getting to know you on a deeper level. Thanks for posting this. Your friend in Christ, Shanna

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